My Story

It's already 4 days im without him :(
The love of my life who already in my life for 7 months.
To say promises it's so easy but to keep that promises it's so hard, he promised me won't leave me but why now he left me :'( what is wrong with me until he left me? I didnt do sth wrong and bad to him :( I just love him so much but he dump me like a garbage.. Now my life to be so empty without him, i know i have to move on but it s just so difficult for me cause he is so meaning to me and for my life. I want to see him always happy although it isnt with me :( This is so hurt to see someone i love with somebody else. But what i can do he dont care abt everything i told him anymore. I just broke up with me but with fast he flirt with another girl and that girl so bad to me, he said your ex never happy with me, my heart so fucking hurt to heard that. I just hope he never ever feel like what i feel right now, how it's hurt to let someone i really love go from my life forever. He even dont want stay be friend with me anymore :'( God I hope he will find a better girl than me who always there for him and always beside him to make him always happy . amen :(