My Heart Feeling

Now my desease get worse since he left me :(
My days get empty and boring
I don't smile since he left me
I just cry all the time
But whatever i do and how many times i cry it won't make him back to me, i know it :(
He already happy with another girls
I hope she is better than me and always make him happy
I just fucking love him
But he dont love me anymore and left me
Even he is know i get disease but he still dump me
And dont care everything about me :'(