My Broke Up Story :'(

The best date 11-12-13 and that day it's a special day too for me cuz it's my monthversary with my bf philipp.
It have to be a happy day for me and for him but it's not that day will never happend anymore. The day when i was start dating with him it's to be the last day for me together with him :'( Idk what can I do Now and for my next days, now my hear so damn hurt , he is know that i very love him so much but why he did like this to me :(
Sometimes i feel this world it's not fair where i can see my friends happy and hang out with their bf while me just sitting alone here without somebody beside me -_- That day at school i just fucking be happy and all of my friends greet me to say happy months7verysary for me and on my mind always thinking what i gonna do and what i gonna give to him on this special day. When i already at home i got an idea i made a video from stop motion and after that i put some sweet letter for him. In the night i texted him actually he was online but he dont want to text me :( I dont know whats going on with him , he just change now he never say i love you to me even he never called me with "babe,baby,or honey" anymore :( when i gave him that video , he not give me a sweet respond he just said he bored to texting with me and bored with our relationship :'( when i heard that my heart beat getting slow and tears started falling down from my eyes :( why he is like that to me? I gave all of i can for him, i always want to make him happy, i treat him as my amazing bf, i love him so much, i keep my faithful, i care about him, i just fucking damn love him so much God :'( but what i get from him it's just make my heart so hurt and thats make me feel like wanna die. He dont know what exactly i feel right now, he just thinking abt him self without thinking my feeling. The date of my anniv that's also the date we are broke up :( actually we're made a plan to celebrate christmas and new year together but its fail we are not together anymore. Now im like morning without sun, he is my sun who always light up my days now he is gone thats make my days to be worse and dark :'(