God Until right now, i still can't forget him.
I love him so much God
I want him back to me
I want to start it from the beggining
I want him to be the part of my life again
I want him make me happy, smile, and laughing like before
No matter how bad he is to me
I still love him so much
I lost my beautiful treasure
I want to get it back :'(
photo of the day
Sabtu, 21 Desember 2013
Broken Heart
Selasa, 17 Desember 2013
My Heart Feeling
Now my desease get worse since he left me :(
My days get empty and boring
I don't smile since he left me
I just cry all the time
But whatever i do and how many times i cry it won't make him back to me, i know it :(
He already happy with another girls
I hope she is better than me and always make him happy
I just fucking love him
But he dont love me anymore and left me
Even he is know i get disease but he still dump me
And dont care everything about me :'(
Minggu, 15 Desember 2013
My Story
It's already 4 days im without him :(
The love of my life who already in my life for 7 months.
To say promises it's so easy but to keep that promises it's so hard, he promised me won't leave me but why now he left me :'( what is wrong with me until he left me? I didnt do sth wrong and bad to him :( I just love him so much but he dump me like a garbage.. Now my life to be so empty without him, i know i have to move on but it s just so difficult for me cause he is so meaning to me and for my life. I want to see him always happy although it isnt with me :( This is so hurt to see someone i love with somebody else. But what i can do he dont care abt everything i told him anymore. I just broke up with me but with fast he flirt with another girl and that girl so bad to me, he said your ex never happy with me, my heart so fucking hurt to heard that. I just hope he never ever feel like what i feel right now, how it's hurt to let someone i really love go from my life forever. He even dont want stay be friend with me anymore :'( God I hope he will find a better girl than me who always there for him and always beside him to make him always happy . amen :(
Kamis, 12 Desember 2013
My Broke Up Story :'(
The best date 11-12-13 and that day it's a special day too for me cuz it's my monthversary with my bf philipp.
It have to be a happy day for me and for him but it's not that day will never happend anymore. The day when i was start dating with him it's to be the last day for me together with him :'( Idk what can I do Now and for my next days, now my hear so damn hurt , he is know that i very love him so much but why he did like this to me :(
Sometimes i feel this world it's not fair where i can see my friends happy and hang out with their bf while me just sitting alone here without somebody beside me -_- That day at school i just fucking be happy and all of my friends greet me to say happy months7verysary for me and on my mind always thinking what i gonna do and what i gonna give to him on this special day. When i already at home i got an idea i made a video from stop motion and after that i put some sweet letter for him. In the night i texted him actually he was online but he dont want to text me :( I dont know whats going on with him , he just change now he never say i love you to me even he never called me with "babe,baby,or honey" anymore :( when i gave him that video , he not give me a sweet respond he just said he bored to texting with me and bored with our relationship :'( when i heard that my heart beat getting slow and tears started falling down from my eyes :( why he is like that to me? I gave all of i can for him, i always want to make him happy, i treat him as my amazing bf, i love him so much, i keep my faithful, i care about him, i just fucking damn love him so much God :'( but what i get from him it's just make my heart so hurt and thats make me feel like wanna die. He dont know what exactly i feel right now, he just thinking abt him self without thinking my feeling. The date of my anniv that's also the date we are broke up :( actually we're made a plan to celebrate christmas and new year together but its fail we are not together anymore. Now im like morning without sun, he is my sun who always light up my days now he is gone thats make my days to be worse and dark :'(
Senin, 14 Oktober 2013
When I am without you
When im without you, I'm like :
A moon without stars
A bird without wings
A ocean without water
A dessert without sand
A fire without heat
A tree without leafs
A universe without planets
Selasa, 08 Oktober 2013
The Best Gift For Your BF Birthday
Do you have a bf ?
When his birthday ?
Of course you guys know about that right,
So now i want to telling ya about what special gift for your boyfriend birthday , im sure he will love it ^_^
I have some ideas and i ever did it when a special events about me and my bf , of course i like to make something special for him cause i like when he is happy and i damn love his smile :) :)
Oh ya U should try to make a scrapbook couple but remember it should made by yourself dont buy it from online shop or from store because it will not special anymore, make a couple shirts and write something sweet on it, love locks, Of course make a cake and singing happy birthday for him no matter if u have a bad voice or not he will always love it but u have to turn off the light so that it will be more romantic ;D after that kiss him softly and deeply , make a couple folder and put some pictures between you and him , make a Bracelet couple write like this " I love my BF & I love my GF " I think it sweet ^_^ hehehe :D
I hope my blog posts it's beneficial for you guys ;)
10 Things what your BF doesn't Like
10 things what ur bf doesn't like :
1.) WHEN YOU LIE TO HIM
2.) WHEN YOU TALK WITH HIM ABOUT HIS EX GF
3.) WHEN YOU ARE RUDE TO HIM
4.) WHEN YOU ASK HIS ABOUT HIS FAMILY PROBLEMS
WITH DETAIL
5.) WHEN YOU CHEATING WITH ANOTHER GUY, IM SURE
HE WILL REALLY HATE YOU WHEN U DO THAT
6.) WHEN YOU GO TO PROM WITH ANOTHER GUY
WITHOUT YOU TELL HIM FIRST
7.) WHEN YOU KISS ANOTHER GUY
8.) WHEN YOU LOOKING FOR ANOTHER GUY
9.) WHEN YOU COMPARE HIM WITH ANOTHER GUY
10.) WHEN YOU TALK ABOUT ANOTHER GUY IN FRONT
OF HIM
* For you Girls do not do like that to your bf or He will get mad , dissapointed, hate, even this is can make you with ur bf to be break up *
Minggu, 06 Oktober 2013
LONG DISTANCE RELATIONSHIP
Who Has Long Distance Relationship ?
For you guys whoever in long distance relationship with your gf or bf , do not feel sad cause long distance relationship it's the best way to find your true love :)
It's cute when two heart loving each other although its separate in distance it doesnt matter guys so do not shy to tell everyone that you are in long distance with someone , maybe she/his live in another city or another country.
Everyone who have 2 years or more than 2 years in relationship with someone and they live near each others its already not special anymore but whoever stay in long distance for a looonngg time even until 2 years they are really really fits together and an amazing couple . im sure when that couple meet each other they will spend their days together with the sweet things , even when they are live near each other.
Who has a long time in long distance relationship its a perfect couple , and someday when they live together im sure they can have a very long relatiomship maybe until they get married :')
-YOUR TRUE LOVE WILL COME TO YOU, WITHOUT U LOOKING FOR IT-
Never give up for your relationship with someone you love GUys ;*
Kamis, 26 September 2013
IN YOUR EYES
Baby Do not ever Close your eyes
Bacause..
I can see the world in your eyes
I can see the happiness in your eyes
I can see the sadness in your eyes
I can see that you love me so much in your eyes
I can see that you miss me in your eyes ...
Babe please always be with me till this world end
Lets spend our days together with the happiness
You are the rest of my life
I might dont have a prince but i have you as my king
Honey, I love you with all of my heart
How many times i says i love you to you
How many times i says i dont want you to leave me
How many times i says i dont want you to go
How many times i says i dont want we broke up
All of that because I really love you, i dont want i lose a perfect guy like you.. I know so many guys in this world but no one can love me as perfect as you love me
Kamis, 19 September 2013
♥ IMPORTANT ♥
I dont care about how much guys in this world
I just fall in love with you
I know nobody perfect in this world
But you are so perfect in my eyes...
You compelete me schatz
With you im like an angel who lived in heaven,
With you im like a juliet who lived in castle
But..
Without you ,
Im gone
Im weak
Im like the night without stars,,
So please always be mine, dont ever leave me
I promise we will spend our time together
and lets make this world to be jealous with US
Rabu, 18 September 2013
How To make your BF to be LOVE you more ♡♡
2. GIVE HIM SOME LOVE QUOTES
3. WHISPER TO HIS EAR TO SAY THAT YOU LOVE HIM SO MUCH
4. PROVE TO HIM ABOUT HOW BIG YOUR LOVE
5. COOK FOR HIM AND MAKE A BREAKFAST
6. KISS HIM IN THE MORNING AND SAY GOOD MORNING TO HIM WITH SOFTLY
7. TELL HIM THAT HE IS SO IMPORTANT TO YOU
8. SINGING FOR HIM
9. MAKE ANY SURPRICE TO HIM
10. JOKING WITH HIM AND PLAYING WITH HIS NOSE
11. DO NOT TOO FAST GET MAD TO HIM
( dont give up... spirriittt )
Maybe, someday he will be ur husband ♥♥
Sabtu, 14 September 2013
YOU ARE MY LIFE
Now Im realise that you are very important to me..
You changed my life to be brighter..
I love you babe with all of my heart..
This heart just for loving you..
No one else can make me so happy like u did ..
You are a huge present of my life..
Im happy i have you as my boyfriend..
And im promise to this world, i wont let you go..
No one can take you from me..
Your place just in my heart..
You are MINE, And always be Mine...
Until someday the time separate us..
I will give my last breath to say I LOVE YOU..
and telling you about
" HOW PERFECT YOU ARE TO BE MY BOYFRIEND "
Jumat, 13 September 2013
♥ How Special You are to Me Honey ♥
How can i ever arrange
My words to say
How special you are to me..??
You are the theme of my life
You are the beloved prince
You are my love
You are in my memories
You are in my happiness
You are in my all acceptance
Every single beat of my heart is just for you
Every breath i inhales, its just for you too honey
I live for you, and i will die for you
I laugh and cry for you
All of my times i give to you
I want to do something special for you
Because you are so special to me...♡♡
Romantic Quote ♡♡♥♥
I can hear your voice..
Even when you are silent..
I can see your face..
Even when I close my eyes..
I can feel your touch..
When you are far away from me..
It doesn't matter whether You are Near or Far away
From me, you are always in my heart... ♡♡♡♡
Perfect Two ( Auburn )
[Verse 1:]
You can be the peanut butter to my jelly
You can be the butterflies I feel in my belly
You can be the captain and I can be your first mate
You can be the chills that I feel on our first date
You can be the hero and I can be your side kick
You can be the tear that I'll
cry if we ever split
You can be the rain from the cloud when it's stormin'
Or you can be the sun when it shines in the mornin'
[B-Sec:]
Don't know if I could ever be
Without you cause boy you complete me
And in time I know that we'll both see
That we're all we need
Cause you're the apple to my pie
You're the straw to my berry
You're the smoke to my high
And you're the one I wanna marry
[Hook:]
Cause your the one for me (for me)
And I'm the one for you (for you)
You take the both of us (of us)
And we're the perfect two
We're the perfect two
We're the perfect two
Baby me and you
We're the perfect two
[Verse 2:]
You can be the prince and I can be your princess
You can be the sweet tooth I can be the dentist
You can be the shoes and I can be the laces
You can be the heart that I spill on the pages
You can be the vodka and I can be the chaser
You can be the pencil and I can be the paper
You can be as cold as the winter weather
But I don't care as long as we're together
[B-Sec:]
Don't know if I could ever be
Without you cause boy you complete me
And in time I know that we'll both see
That we're all we need
Cause you're the apple to my pie
You're the straw to my berry
You're the smoke to my high
And you're the one I wanna marry
[Hook:]
Cause your the one for me (for me)
And I'm the one for you (for you)
You take the both of us (of us)
And we're the perfect two
We're the perfect two
We're the perfect two
Baby me and you
We're the perfect two
[Bridge:]
You know that I'll never doubt ya
And you know that I think about ya
And you know I can't live without ya
I love the way that you smile
And maybe in just a while
I can see me walk down the aisle
[B-Sec 1/2:]
Cause you're the apple to my pie
You're the straw to my berry
You're the smoke to my high
And you're the one I wanna marry
[Hook:]
Cause your the one for me (for me)
And I'm the one for you (for you)
You take the both of us (of us)
And we're the perfect two
We're the perfect two
We're the perfect two
Baby me and you
We're the perfect two
Kamis, 12 September 2013
YOU ARE MINE
For you complement me in every way
You are the one with the key to my soul
And you have made me nurture this Goal
That no matter what comes and goes
I shall never leave my place beside you ♡♡♥♥♥
WHEN I TALK WITH YOU
When i laugh with you, i know the meaning of happiness...
When i beside you, i know the meaning of togetherness...
And .. whenever I'm with you, i know the meaning of LOVE ♥♥♡♡
.....AND....
Sometimes, i forget to say Hi..
Sometimes, i even miss to reply..
Sometimes, my message doesn't reach you..
But it doesnt mean that i forget you..
I'm just giving you time to MISS ME ...
-By : Martha-
FOREVER LOVE
You are my description of my love
You are my description of my friend
You are my description of my everything
You are my description from beggining to end
You have put me On a pedestal
You make me feel ten feet tall
You've always been there for me
You've loved me through it all
You've stood by me thick or thin
You've always been patient and kind
just thought i'd let you know
You're the owner of this heart of mine
So you ask me how long I'll love you
Well this is what i have to say
Past, present, future, always
Foreven and a day!