Broken Heart

God Until right now, i still can't forget him.
I love him so much God
I want him back to me
I want to start it from the beggining
I want him to be the part of my life again
I want him make me happy, smile, and laughing like before
No matter how bad he is to me
I still love him so much
I lost my beautiful treasure
I want to get it back :'(

My Heart Feeling

Now my desease get worse since he left me :(
My days get empty and boring
I don't smile since he left me
I just cry all the time
But whatever i do and how many times i cry it won't make him back to me, i know it :(
He already happy with another girls
I hope she is better than me and always make him happy
I just fucking love him
But he dont love me anymore and left me
Even he is know i get disease but he still dump me
And dont care everything about me :'(

My Story

It's already 4 days im without him :(
The love of my life who already in my life for 7 months.
To say promises it's so easy but to keep that promises it's so hard, he promised me won't leave me but why now he left me :'( what is wrong with me until he left me? I didnt do sth wrong and bad to him :( I just love him so much but he dump me like a garbage.. Now my life to be so empty without him, i know i have to move on but it s just so difficult for me cause he is so meaning to me and for my life. I want to see him always happy although it isnt with me :( This is so hurt to see someone i love with somebody else. But what i can do he dont care abt everything i told him anymore. I just broke up with me but with fast he flirt with another girl and that girl so bad to me, he said your ex never happy with me, my heart so fucking hurt to heard that. I just hope he never ever feel like what i feel right now, how it's hurt to let someone i really love go from my life forever. He even dont want stay be friend with me anymore :'( God I hope he will find a better girl than me who always there for him and always beside him to make him always happy . amen :(

My Broke Up Story :'(

The best date 11-12-13 and that day it's a special day too for me cuz it's my monthversary with my bf philipp.
It have to be a happy day for me and for him but it's not that day will never happend anymore. The day when i was start dating with him it's to be the last day for me together with him :'( Idk what can I do Now and for my next days, now my hear so damn hurt , he is know that i very love him so much but why he did like this to me :(
Sometimes i feel this world it's not fair where i can see my friends happy and hang out with their bf while me just sitting alone here without somebody beside me -_- That day at school i just fucking be happy and all of my friends greet me to say happy months7verysary for me and on my mind always thinking what i gonna do and what i gonna give to him on this special day. When i already at home i got an idea i made a video from stop motion and after that i put some sweet letter for him. In the night i texted him actually he was online but he dont want to text me :( I dont know whats going on with him , he just change now he never say i love you to me even he never called me with "babe,baby,or honey" anymore :( when i gave him that video , he not give me a sweet respond he just said he bored to texting with me and bored with our relationship :'( when i heard that my heart beat getting slow and tears started falling down from my eyes :( why he is like that to me? I gave all of i can for him, i always want to make him happy, i treat him as my amazing bf, i love him so much, i keep my faithful, i care about him, i just fucking damn love him so much God :'( but what i get from him it's just make my heart so hurt and thats make me feel like wanna die. He dont know what exactly i feel right now, he just thinking abt him self without thinking my feeling. The date of my anniv that's also the date we are broke up :( actually we're made a plan to celebrate christmas and new year together but its fail we are not together anymore. Now im like morning without sun, he is my sun who always light up my days now he is gone thats make my days to be worse and dark :'(

When I am without you

When im without you, I'm like :
A moon without stars
A bird without wings
A ocean without water
A dessert without sand
A fire without heat
A tree without leafs
A universe without planets

The Best Gift For Your BF Birthday

Do you have a bf ?
When his birthday ?
Of course you guys know about that right,
So now i want to telling ya about what special gift for your boyfriend birthday , im sure he will love it ^_^

I have some ideas and i ever did it when a special events about me and my bf , of course i like to make something special for him cause i like when he is happy and i damn love his smile :) :)

Oh ya U should try to make a scrapbook couple but remember it should made by yourself dont buy it from online shop or from store because it will not special anymore, make a couple shirts and write something sweet on it, love locks, Of course make a cake and singing happy birthday for him no matter if u have a bad voice or not he will always love it but u have to turn off the light so that it will be more romantic ;D after that kiss him softly and deeply , make a couple folder and put some pictures between you and him , make a Bracelet couple write like this " I love my BF & I love my GF " I think it sweet ^_^ hehehe :D

I hope my blog posts it's beneficial for you guys ;)

10 Things what your BF doesn't Like

10 things what ur bf doesn't like :

  1.) WHEN YOU LIE TO HIM
  2.) WHEN YOU TALK WITH HIM ABOUT HIS EX GF
  3.) WHEN YOU ARE RUDE TO HIM
  4.) WHEN YOU ASK HIS ABOUT HIS FAMILY PROBLEMS
       WITH DETAIL
  5.) WHEN YOU CHEATING WITH ANOTHER GUY, IM SURE
       HE WILL REALLY HATE YOU WHEN U DO THAT
  6.) WHEN YOU GO TO PROM WITH ANOTHER GUY
       WITHOUT YOU TELL HIM FIRST
  7.) WHEN YOU KISS ANOTHER GUY
  8.) WHEN YOU LOOKING FOR ANOTHER GUY
  9.) WHEN YOU COMPARE HIM WITH ANOTHER GUY
10.) WHEN YOU TALK ABOUT ANOTHER GUY IN FRONT
       OF HIM

* For you Girls do not do like that to your bf or He will get mad , dissapointed, hate, even this is can make you with ur bf to be break up *